that feel when you really really want to RP, but you realize that your characters aren’t in the market for PC/PC relationships, and you wonder if that’s why you feel like you’re the player that everyone just pats on the head and tolerates.

also that other feel when you know intellectually that everyone would be down to do something with your characters, shipping or not, if you would just get the flying fuck over yourself, come up with an idea, and pitch it —